Thank you. I did not get the "warm and fuzzy" feeling from the animal hospital. When I asked her about whether or not they usually came home on the same day she told me that she was worried he might hurt himself and they do not have staff on at night That was all I needed to hear to know that regardless of their recommendation he was coming home tonight.  I may not have the things needed for "in case of emergency care" , but I was a veterinary surgical tech for 7 years, I would feel safer having him with me.  I hope they provide me with good pain management for him. If they do not I will take him elsewhere.. I hate it when I get these feelings. I know a couple of 24 hour emergency places in my town so if he doesn't do well I will bring him to one of those.  I just feel like crying right now..

Thank you everybody! I am finally having dinner. When we went to the hospital they put us in a room and doc came in with our boy. She let me grill her about everything and was better than i expected .. Gave me more gaba to give him after a long conversation.  The Kong collar won out for them,  but out was off by the time we got him in the house..Oh boy...  he did try to clean himself,  but when i really paid attention after panicking,  i think her wad just trying to clean his " other " places.  Ok, go ahead and laugh.. My husband (such a sweet man❤) fixed a special made litter box into either a bed or a litter box,  whatever he chooses because the doc wants us to use shredded newspaper at least for a few days ( I'm not sure its going to work.  He wants to lay in it,  lol)

So oo.. here's your laugh for the evening.  I bought the comfort diffuser.  It came in yesterday.  I swear I thought I unpacked it.  Hunted the house up and down...Oh I dunno maybe six or seven times? Nowhere to be found 👹. I could NOT for the life of me figure out where the$#@!^ I put it.  Went to my Amazon account,  looked up the delivery... It was in the same box as the baby gate I hadn't opened yet!!!!! Really??? Omg I get DOH of the year award🤣  So anyhow he is resting comfortably,  in his new room,  downloaded relaxing kitty music on to my tablet,  diffuser connected,  music playing,  crate covered,  and he's resting. Oh...I forgot to mention that I opened the carrier door,  opened the crate door,  and he WALKED into his crate all by himself.   He doesn't hate us,  he has wanted attention and affection since he came home.  I just adore this little boy! Seeing his stump made me cry, seeing him walk,  lay on his back and purr was Gazoo telling me we did right by him. I have some pics,  will d/l soon and post.

❤❤ Hugs ❤❤ Huckleberry prince,  Jackie,  and David 

Omg so true, thank you! Just checked on him, he is sleeping. I feel like about 20 pounds has been taken off my chest.  I actually rubbed his belly briefly,  and he liked it (drug induced maybe,  lol) but he thoroughly enjoyed it😚