Hello beautiful people.  As usual, first of all I'd like to thank you all for you prayers and especially for the pawsitive you send me.

24 hours has passed. 

For the moment she didn't have any side effects. She ate everithing from her bowl ( and she also asked for more from the table, as usual, lol ). 

she peed and pooped normally. She barked at the postman when the bell rang and she immediately jump down from the sofa to run to him. Poor Guy, Lol !!!  She was very happy when her auntie come to us to say hello. Lola asked for a big dose of cuddles. 

however she spent most of the day on the sofa, sleeping. But I think it's normal. She had again the maximum dose of carboplatin for her weight. Also the weather is not helping us these days 🙁 It rains , rains and rains, and she hates rain 🙁 

finger and paws crossed for tonight, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow!

Hope everything is gonna be alright!

p.s. Jerry , thank you, I asked yesterday for a chest x ray. Onco said that if she continues with coughing ( a part one episode tonight, today she didn't have any ) he will schedule one. He said that right now it would only cause her more stress. They should sedate her otherwise it'd be impossible to keep her still. He suggested me to keep it under control and if the cough doesn't go away , i'll bring her back to the vet as soon as possible. Hope it won't be necessary!

I'll update you tomorrow, hoping in good news and no side effects!

again, thank you so much for your support, your love and prayers! We really need it

me and her yesterday night. Me, i was working, and her, she was posing for the photo lol  :

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This morning, Rudy and Lola after attacking the poor postman 😉 

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Hello everyone!

I'm finally here and i'll try for the millionth time to tell you about my dear soul mate Lola!

First of all, I'm really sorry if i took so long to update about her and her story but my heart is still broken and i start to cry when i think about her and her last days, even now 🙁 

As you can imagined Lola is not with me anymore. I let her go on february 5th.

Her body couldnt handle anymore anyrhing! From one day to the other she stopped eating, she stopped walking. I've tried everything, believe me, everything.. but nothing helped her. Maybe i did too much.. 

I'm still crying for her.. i'm still desperate.. i miss her in every single thing i do!

I feel so guilty.. looking back to her pictures and comparing them with others from other months, was so obvious! She was so sick.. she was tired, even for eat... i did too much.. 

She fought til the end.. she was a warrior princess, my warrior princess! She was my soul!

i let her go on my arms, but i was crying and i couldn't stop. I wasnt able to talk, to think, just hug her,So my husband and my vet did it for me.. they where talking to her, thanking her for everything.

Now her ashes are resting in my bedroom, in her favourite place of all universe.

Thank you tripawds community. For everything! 

I feel incomplete without her. When i go to my parents, when i go for a walk, when i go to beach, always! Everything wont be the same without her.

I made a tatoo in my left arm to remember her and celebrate her kindness, her place, her love, and my love for her: 

Whatever our soul are made of hers and mine are the same ( from huntering hights of emily bronte) 

One day i'll post some other pictures of her. Please pray for her soul.. she'll never be forgotten, and she'll always be missed 

A virtual hug from me and from rudy