I don't even no where to begin to start a blog and what is it for. I do understand I am now a technical genius! LOL, yea right.

I would love to pay it forward. Brownie had just had his amputation when I joined this site. But I was researching before his amputation and found all of you. I was treating him with meds because of his age and I thought it was best. But his pain got worse and one day I saw a golf ball size lump. My fear was he may fracture his leg when i would be at work and he would be laying on the floor all day in pain. I didn't know what to do. But when I read all the stories and the advise that was given amputation was the only answer. I can't help but think if I would have not amputated he would most likely be on his way to the bridge.

No one knows how long he has but at least now we have quality time together and I get to make his final days full of love, spoiling him more then he already is. Otherwise his final days would of been in pain and doped up.

I really admire what all of you do!

Well, he lets me pick him up in the garage but if he is outside he will come to me to eat but he won't let me touch him. It took two years for to be able to touch him at all so I don't think he would go to anyone else. He also showed up at my work and I had to set a trap to bring him home. No way would he be an inside cat. So semi ferrel.

He shows up like clock work. 6 am and 6pm. On the side of my house there is a large group of trees. After he eats he goes under the fence in those trees. Unless the weather is bad he stays in the garage. There is a kitty door. He never goes far. But he has a couple of friends and I haven't seen them either.

Yes, I did the trap neuter thing with kitty, but I dont know about the others. I do have food out and it's gone in the morning but it could be a racoon or something. No camera. I was going to go look in the trees but scared of what I might find. On the other side of the trees there is another neighborhood. I am going to keep looking there.