The broadcast timed out on me for most of it Sally, but came back about 2/3 through but she did say Hannah is still happy and loves you a ton and is playing with Bodie.

I am still working through (aka processing) what I heard/learned ... I think overall the messages from my Shelby girl were spot on. Stacy said that she sees Shelby w/a gold crown and that she thinks she is queen. That Shelby thinks very 'highly' of herself (as in Shelby thinks she is wicked smart, which she was / is). That she thinks that she's smarter than the others and runs around w/them and has to be in the foreground. That Shelby saw herself as the caregiver in our relationship and that she cared for me as much as I cared for her. And that she still crawls into bed with me. (which might explain why Jasper growls more at night). 

And the most bittersweet - because I know this to be true because I have never told another soul this - that Shelby hears me telling her day in and day out how much I love her and I miss her ... I say it probably a dozen times a day, either outloud or in my head when I see a photo - and Shelby is thinking "I know mom, I know". 

The funny part was that Shelby said she sent me Jasper ... which I guess Stacy could have gleaned from any posts of mine that she might have read here but that Shelby thinks Jasper is rather 'dumb' (TRUE - she is a hard one to train and maybe because English is not her first language). And Shelby thinks I need another dog for Jasper which is hilarious because that is so not happening ... I can barely handle the one that I have let alone the expense of another dog but nice try little Shelby.

I might work with Stacy to get a longer reading because I've been left wanting to know more... but I do feel that Shelby is being Shelby in her afterlife ... strong-willed, smart, independent yet always looking out for me. I miss her so terribly much I know that she knows that and she knows she will never be replaced.