Yes, we are all grieving  with you today.  I just wish that could help, but it won't .  I wish we could find words that would help, but we can't .

There is something  you said in one of your post and you MIST hold onto it:

"They are a part of us. And will always be for as long as we keep walking this life. "

And then Kerry said something  tjat I hope you read over and over until you find some comfort.   It was beautifully said and so true, so very true!!

Jerry said:  "As your heart and head battle each other over the decisions you made the last two months, always try to remember there are no wrong choices here. You did the best you could, and you made those choices with love in your heart for Zanzi. That’s all she ever wanted from you, and when she went to the Bridge, she went knowing that she was a treasured part of your life. What a gift you gave her throughout her life."

And remember also, Zanzi has no regrets!  Zanzi would jave expected nothing less of you to give her every chance possible!!!   To not jave done so would have been the only "regret" you would possibly jave.  (although  nothing avput this crazy  journey should ever cause a regret in any form at all).  

And then you gave her the gift of release when she was ready .  Again, she would jave expected  nothing less.

PLEASE stay connected  and, when you can, share more of this sweet Soul's earth life.  She melted our hearts from Day One, and your devotion  to her was a beautiful  light of love that surrounded  her every moment of her life 💖

With love

Sally and Alumni Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle and Frankie too