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Today is another day in the long, inevitable, sad remembrances/milestones that somehow sneak up on you when you consciously want to forget them......I am still working through some really difficult heartache some days, even as I am approaching 8 months that Polly will be gone. Today is the day that Polly had her amp surgery one year ago, and the memory, so full of every kind of different emotion running through my heart and mind. Obvious ones like fear, anxiousness, relief, and my favorite, hope.....yes, hope, one we all have, that somehow emerges as the front-runner as we started this journey, to get us through it. We all believe that our precious Tripawd will beat this ugly disease and live for a great deal of time with us, and life will be great .......but ultimately, reality steps in and brings us back to earth. But still, if we didn't have hope, we wouldn't bother going through this with our beloved pets.... which brings me to the million dollar question, would I ever go through this unwanted journey again....??? I've thought about this long and hard, and I would have to say, if I EVER have to deal with hemangiosarcoma again, my answer will be no. There is no way to win the battle with this cancer, so unless there is some kind of meaningful break-through in treatment and slowing this crappy cancer down, I won't fight it again, it is just too hard, with heartbreaking endings. I also believe that somehow Polly got a bit lucky for some reason, not sure why or how, but that kind of luck (if you want to call it luck) with this cancer is very rare and I probably used my "pass go, collect $200.00" card. I pray I never have to deal with any kind of ugly "c" again, but having Labs is almost a pre-requisite, and so far, all my Lab girls have died from cancer.....
The pics below are of my necklace that I NEVER take off....I have a gold Lab that I bought when both Polly and Maggie were very young.... new charms I recently purchased from Origami Owl of the journey tag and a singular feather that means "let go", I just got them today ironically.... I have my most special and meaningful silver heart with some of Polly's ashes inside and her name inscribed on the front.... and my last charm is for my daughter with her birthstone.....It is now a complete necklace and I will cherish this necklace forever.....My last pic is of Polly the day before her amp surgery last year, she hadn't quite gotten all her fur back from chemo yet but still was my beautiful girl..... I miss her so much.....
Sending my Love to all,
Bonnie and Angel Polly
Hoppy Ampuversary in Heaven Polly.
I am so sorry that she is gone Bonnie. I understand what you are saying about fighting with Cancer. Each of our journeys are our own and we can only be here to support you. We can't make these kinds of decisions for anyone. I know what mine would be if I ever have to go through this again. I hope I never do but you never do.
Thinking of you & your sweet Angel Polly
Hugs
Michelle & Angel Sassy
Sassy is a proud member of the Winter Warriors. Live long, & strong Winter Warriors.
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07/26/2006 - Sassy earned her wings 08/20/2013
05/04/2006 - Bosch, Sassy's pal, earned his wings 03/29/19 fought cancer for 4 months.
"You aren't doing it TO her, you are doing it FOR her. Give her a chance at life."
We are thinking of you today Bonnie and Polly! That necklace is just beautiful. I can't imagine how hard these milestone dates are after your puppy has passed, but I hope you know she is looking down on you smiling and you have a whole family here giving you virtual hugs.
xoxo,
Erica
Jill is a 9-year-old tuxedo kitty. She was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma in June 2012 on her toe in her right hind leg. Her leg was amputated on 12/12/12 and she completed four rounds of chemo (2 of Carbo, 2 of Doxy) in April 2013. "Like" Jill's facebook page: https://www.fac.....tty?ref=hl Proud member of the WINTER WARRIORS!!!! Her blog can be read at http://jillsjou.....ipawds.com. xoxo
Dear Bonnie,
I am so sorry you are blue today but I certainly understand it. When Maggie got cancer I had read all about Jerry and was sure she would make 2 years but alas it was not to be. She was one of the unlucky ones. But I did find this site and all these wonderful people and their fur babies and their support. Your necklace is beautiful and so is your sweet Polly.
Love Much
Penny, Hank, Blink and Maggie in Everlasting Squirrel land.
Sweet, sweet Bonnie.....
So beautifully written, so well thought out, so raw, so honest. speaking for myself only, you've identfied my thought processes, my focus on "hope", my beliefs surrounding "ppsitive healing energy and thoughts",etc. When first lurking around on this site, I never went to the Coping with Loss section, I guess it was some sort of denial.
I remeber all too vividly when someone who had been posting supportive comments all through Happy Hannah's somewhat "lengthy" recovery,, made a post that she called the vet for "the appointment" ,for the next day....a "turn for the worse" that seemingly happened overnight. She was off and on the site over the next many hours in complete shock this was happening. I cried, we all cried. From that point forward I let go of thoughts for longevity, and, in a bizzare way, also let go of hope...or maybe I just redefined hope.....and immersed myself in staying in the moment as best I could and savoring every glorious second of her quality. My "hope" was that I would be able to stay in the now with Happy Hannah and not waste one second worrying about the tomorrows. When you slend so much time loving and spoiling and basking in her joy, I was able to keep negative thoughts at bay.
And, like you Bonnie and because you are all heart, every single transition since then always brought tears of grief for the loss of another hero, and tears of grief knowing the future that Happy Hannah and I would face...and now, of course re-living her loss with every new loss over and over and over and over and over.
And yet, we cheer everyone on because there ARE the exceptions, there ARE those that blow statistics out of the water! The next dog or cat on this journey may be the new success story! And as long as "newbies" can master the art of living in the now from the beginning, then keeping their hearts open to that kind of hope can be run parallel with savoring the gift of the "present".
Bonnie, you have dealt with the tragedy of that piece of crap disease more than nay human should have to. I hear you loudly and clearly about needing to see some progress before you would consider this route again! Has any progress really been made, or have we just gotten better at managing pain or keeping better "records". Does chemo really make a difference? In some "yes", in others "no. Regardless of statistics, if you on the rotten end of the scale it just plain sucks. But we all go into this journey "hoping" that won't be us. Have we peogressed past the "crap shoot,?
Thank you for opening a dialogue that brings balance with yiur honesty about your experience. You always contribute in so many beautiful ways.
And Bonnie......I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE that necklace and the sentiment of each piece! I did not realize the feather meant ,"let go". Nice, very nice indeed.
Of course, your "dog of grace", the lovely soul Polly, always shows her gentleness through all her photographs. Such a pretty, pretty girl.
HOLY MOLY!!!!! You've really gotten me to ramble on and in! I should go back and re-read what I just wrote and delete 3/4 of it....but it'll take too long to read!!!!!
Polly, thank you so much for bringing your mom here. Her contributions are limitless and chock full of insight, heart and I formation!
LOVE YOU!!
Sally and My Eternal Light Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle too!
Happy Hannah had a glorious additional bonus time of over one yr & two months after amp for osteo! She made me laugh everyday! Joined April's Angels after send off meal of steak, ice cream, M&Ms & deer poop!
Bonnie- I get it... So sorry you had a bad day. These anniversaries can dredge up all kinds of emotions. You were the perfect Mom for Polly and she was/is VERY fortunate to have you. The lab thing... yeah scary, but the joy these big goofy babies bring us is priceless. I have questioned how to proceed if the UGLY C were to ever strike again. I am not quite sure what the answer would be. I can tell you that on the day that Jake crossed over(in the am) we had regularly scheduled vet appointments for Logan and Toby that afternoon. Of course we were raw... Logan 8 has a few ? fatty tumors and I was asked what I wanted to do about them. I have opted to leave them alone and not open Pandora's box. I think Jake was a special situation and a truly special dog, that does not mean that I don't love the other two. It means that each dog has their own personality and zest for life. Like Sally I have rambled on turning your bad day in to a therapeutic session for myself (sorry). The whole reason for this post was to say...I GET WHAT YOUR SAYING and so sorry for the way you feel.
Laurie
We're sending all our love and hugs over to you today Bonnie and your sweet angel Polly. Anniversaries are so hard, we totally understand the painful emotions it brings up and we value your experience and the lessons you learned more than you can imagine. Everyone here helps so much when they are courageous enough to share their feelings even months after their angel goes to the Bridge. I hope in time these occasions get a little easier for you. Polly's sweet photos and memories are sure to help.
P.S. Love that necklace, it's adorable.
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Polly,
Sending you a Happy 1 year Ampuversary in Heaven you sweet girl!!!
Bonnie,
I know these sorts of days are rough on us. I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and sending you a warm hug today.
And the necklace is just beautiful...such a lovely way to keep your family close to your heart. I've been considering having a Mother's ring made with the birthstones of my 3 boys (Lucky, Leland, and Lucian). I've never had children of my own (I stepped in to help raise my husband's 2 children) so my pups have literally been like my children to me.
HUGS!!
Sahana and her Angel Leland
November 17, 2009 - June 30, 2014
May you finally be healthy and running free at the Rainbow Bridge. Until we meet again my sweet boy!
Bonnie, I too am sorry you are feeling so sad. Like I said in an earlier post, I have not yet gotten to an anniversary. I know they are coming. I was relieved that we had not planned to go to the Quarter Horse Congress this year. We usually always go the 2 nd week in Oct. I really don't think I could have done it this year. We always took the boys with us. My last memory of being there was TY dragging my butt out of the camper ( literally ) and wanting to go look at all the horses . I get what you are saying about what you would do next time. I am unsure. Polly looks so regal sitting on her porch. I am a Lab girl too. Love them! Your necklace is so special, I really like it! I liken ow you have Polly right next to your heart . Thinking of you! Love from, Lori and Ty I got back on to fix a typo and Polly's banner was there.
TY GUY, Best Black Lab ever! Diagnosed and had amp in January, 2014. Kicked MRSA's butt. Earned his angel wings on April 16, 2014. Run Free my boy and don't forget a shoe. Ty is a proud member of the " April Angels". Ty sent us Daryl, a Tripawd rescue in Sept. of 2016. Daryl is 5 +or -. We are also Pawrents to Chandler, a Border Collie mix who is 15 and 1/2, Lucy, a Corgi who is 7, 2 minis, 2 horses, and a feisty cat named Zoe. Zoe had a non skeletal Osteosarcoma removed in July 2015. No Chemo, she was at least 16. She is going strong although she is now completely blind. She is now close to 20 and her hobbies are eating and sleeping in front of her personal heater.
Sahana...love the "mother's ring" idea! And your husband's boys are very lucky to have you in their lives.
Lori...Correct a typo??? That's a foreign concept to me!!! Waaaaay too time consuming on my ppsts!!
Happy Hannah had a glorious additional bonus time of over one yr & two months after amp for osteo! She made me laugh everyday! Joined April's Angels after send off meal of steak, ice cream, M&Ms & deer poop!
Thank you to everyone to help me out on not-so-good days......honestly, since losing Polly, my days seem less bright, and still hard to breathe a lot of days.......I know it does take time, but the level of hurt from losing her has been truly off the charts....I WILL get there one day as I know everyone here will as well with your losses.
I also truly appreciate all your caring support and feedback, because it ALWAYS helps me to see things from different perspectives, and sometimes it is like a good slap across the head if I need it.
Sally and Laurie, you NEVER ramble on, I very much want to hear how you see and feel about these situations, I truly value yours and everyone else's input and ability to bring positive light into the discussions here. And if somehow these discussions help you or anyone else here on any level with your personal losses, or as you say, becoming a therapeutic session for you, then that is all the better. We all need a boost from time to time........Sally, your words as always, pull me right out of the cesspool of negative energy......
Thanks to all, again, and keeping you all within my heart....... looking forward to my O's and Ravens today.....
Bonnie & Angel Polly
Much love to you Bonnie. Like everyone else, I'm not sure what I would do if I had to go through this again other than I don't think I would even consider chemo again (I hate to even acknowledge that b/c I don't want my opinion to skew what a new member might be considering). After going through what I did with my Jake, my outlook on quantity vs quality is much different. Actually, my outlook on a whole lot of things has changed. We won't ever get over losing our pups but we are so much better for having had them. Sending you lots of hugs today and always.
Mom to Tripawd Angels Jake (2001-2014) and Rosco (2012-2015) and Tripawd Tanner. “Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today; and I'll always remember it”
Bonnie, hugs and love to you. You have mirrored my thoughts and feelings perfectly. I sometimes feel like a freak for being so emotional and still filled with heartache after 6 months without my sweetpea, Libby. Nothing has been the same and there is such a void without her. You're right, we will get there one day but that one day doesn't seem too near.
Your necklaces is beautiful. It's such a lovely tribute to all you hold dear. Hang in there.
Love and hugs,
Amy & Spirit Libby
Liberty (Libby) was diagnosed with OSA on 1-22-13. Right front amputation on 1-31-13. No IV Chemo. Metronomic Therapy started 2-19-13 along with supplements and some home cooking. Lungs clear until 1-06-14. She's still her happy, hoppy, bossy self. Living the dog life to the fullest and a proud Winter Warrior. :) RIP my Libby 4-21-03 to 3-19-14
Thank you, Elizabeth, and much love back to you.....I guess the one reason I feel the way I do, is because of this particular cancer that took 2 of my girls in less than 3 years. Most seem to come here with osteo, and I know that is an awful cancer as well, but my experience has ONLY been with ugly hemangiosarcoma, so I just feel a bit worn out from it. My first Lab Duchess died from a fast moving cancer as well, but at least I was thankful enough to have her for almost 16 years. I certainly would NEVER want to dissuade a new member here from not doing any kind of treatment for their fur baby, because I chose not to again for this type of cancer....I hope I never have to deal with cancer in my girls again, but depending on the type, I surely may fight again if it was worth the fight. Jake also had this crappy, awful cancer at the end, so I know you know what I mean. And I agree, our lives have been so much better for having them in it.
That's another reason that Pearl and me are gonna try to live the good life now, no regrets later.....
B & AP
Amy, good to see you here....I just caught your post and hope your days get better as well....at least we know where to come for comfort and support....Love and hugs to you as well.....
Dear Bonnie,
Sorry that you are going through this blue moment, and missing Polly in her one-year ampuversary.
I agree that every case is a case. My experiences have been very different over these years. Johnnie is my third Golden Retriever, and my third experience with the "ugly C".
Emotionally, I reacted more with one of my golden girls than with the other, the second case. First, because Ximena was younger, and she had no symptoms before she had an enlarged tummy and panting, and ended up in emergency surgery for a ruptured spleen. After surgery we had the diagnosis of hemangiosarcoma. It was a difficult recovery and she had six weeks survival time post-op. She was a wonderful dog, my great companion, she kept me company for months and months sleeping under my desk while I wrote my dissertation. Another important emotional trigger with Ximena: I had lost my mom to lung cancer less than a year before the dog was diagnosed, so I was still recovering from one loss, and thought it wasn't fair to to through another loss in such a short period of time. Had some bad months, must say. Not only me - Saskia also mourned Ximena. She was quite depressed, with a lot of apathy, and this was one of the reasons that Johnnie came to be part of our family - and it was wonderful for Saskia. Johnnie was three months old, and she raised him, taught him how to be a dog, it was great to see them together - the older lady and the young pup. When Saskia stopped eating and was diagnosed with multiple breast tumours, she was already 10 years old.
The onco told me that in both cases, because the hemangiosarcomas would cause them to become anaemic, but they would have no pain. This is exactly what happened. They took no pain medication, and just became very weak, but were still standing up to go potty. Ximena, at age 7, and Saskia, almost age 11, walked themselves across the Rainbow Bridge, in their sleep. I didn't have to make any decision.
With Johnnie, osteosarcoma, it was a totally different situation because he was in pain when he was diagnosed at age five. We decided to amputate - first big decision. We decided to try chemo - second big decision. It is still early to know what will happen, but today we are almost five months post-op and having the 6th round of chemo next Tuesday. Today I took him for a walk and we had a good run on the way back home, almost two blocks and with the last 100 meters uphill. This dog, last October, could barely walk. He was in pain. He was unhappy. Now, he hops very fast on three legs and is pain-free. I could never imagine that he would be running again. We don't know how his situation will evolve, but up to now it's been worth it because he is having quality survival time, something poor Ximena didn't have. We are enjoying one day after the other, and, most important: he is happy, living a normal dog life, enjoying his walks, barking at strangers who go by the house, chasing cats from the yard.
Long post to say we all understand how you feel. Looking back, I do regret that Ximena had to go through a painful surgery and didnt' have quality of life post-op. It is, however, easy to be a "Monday Morning Quarterback" (in Brazil, we say "engineer of a finished building"). When times come to make a decision, without a crystal ball to know what lies ahead, we have to trust that our decisions are the best for our pups, and be at peace with the decision.
hugs,
Daniela
Our awesome Golden Boy was diagnosed for OSA in April 2014 in the proximal humerus, front-leg amp on 05/20/2014. Finished chemo (Carbo6) on 07/10/2014. Ongoing treatment: acupuncture + K-9 Immunity Plus ( 3chews) and home-cooked no-grain diet. Stopped Apocaps because of liver issues. Liver issues: controlling altered enzymes with SAM-e and Milk Thistle. October 17: started having seizures. Taking fenobarbital for seizures. April 18: started prednisone.
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