Guys! Im alive still i swear! Getting out of here next week! Im soo excited! Xena has now finished chemo and is doing amazing! They did blood work and more scans and said she is perfect! Ive had so much bad luck recently im soo pleased she is having some good going on for her! Scar has all healed, her hair is pretty much back. Im just soo happy for her! We take every day as it comes and love her like each day was her last but she keeps showing us she has no worries about it. Shes so strong and such a clever lady now she runs faster than before and she is just awesome. My mum and dad say she is just beautiful and when they walk her everyone stops to give her cuddles! I cant wait to get home to spend time with her just seeing her on visit time her breaks my heart when she leaves Everybody just adores her and she loves it! Will be on here more often as soon as im home. I promise! Lots of love Chloe + now 7 months Bump and cancer butt kicker Xena!! Xxxx

Hello! So long without being able to get on here!! but i havent forgotten you guys! Xena is perfect has scans and checkups once a month and all her furr is back and she is looking fab, cant even see her scar now and she loves all the extra cuddles on her walks. Now nearly 8 months on she is doing just amazing. On further news no longer have a bump now baby Lily is with is and is now 5 weeks old. now things have settled down ill be on here move often keeping in touch! hope your all well! xxx

Hey guys,

As much as i love this is page after everything we have been through the last two years i really hoped i wouldnt be back on here! But my Xena started vomiting around a month ago, back and forth between home and the vets and now today i finally pushed them which i wish i had done weeks ago, to please do her something more than a blood test. And they have done a xray and ultrasound and have bought up a mass by her stomach, its rather large and i feel sick that i didnt push them to look for answers earlier and feel like the pushed me aside by saying it was a stomach bug. They have put her on a drip today and said this will last her til monday and they want to see her tuesday for us to make a decision. I feel just rubbish thinking there is nothing else i can do for her. she is so full of life still, and i know its almost two years since we went through this but it seems just like yesterday and we just arent ready to loose her, even though we knew this day would come. The vet has said he can operate but doesnt think its fair on Xena as she will be 9 in Feb and said that he feels after the last surgery its not fair. Can someone please give me some opinions or options? or maybe someone who has been through this what happened with you? Once again i feel lost in emotions, and after dealing with my little Lily and her heart condition, i feel like this should be an easy decision but i just cant stop thinking that shes still a fighter and has so much life left in her. Shes cant eat for herself as the mass is so large its pressing on her stomach making her feel like shes always full, and she being sick without wanting too. i dont want her to suffer for one moment but i dont want to give up on her. She hasnt lost any weight through being sick still a healthy 27 kilos, a front left amputee and deals so well. If we go ahead with the op the vet seems to think she will only be on borrowed time and it wont be long before we are back. But when i think back he was also very anti the first op and if we had of given up then we wouldnt of had these two extra amazing years with her!

Thanks again but any opinions would help.

Chloe and Xena <3 xx