The holiday season brings very mixed emotions. With the lone exception of Chloe (who needed a rescue at the end of September), I brought each and every companion into my home and family during the holiday season. Starting with Chrissy (an Anti-Cruelty Society of Chicago “special” named after Chris Kringle), The Girls (Cassiopeia and Cassandra), Alexandra, Charites, and now Kara. However, it was the holiday season that I lost Cassy and of course today marks one year since Cherry’s journey came to a conclusion. The tone of this community has been much more positive during this year’s holiday season, but I attribute that to the huge losses that this community suffered last year. In the 19½ weeks from the end of October 2009 to the beginning of March 2010, this community lost at least twenty four of its members. They include, Tazzie, Marley, Emily, Jake, Taki, Angus Og, Shilo Anne, Indy, Maddie, Beacon, Willy, Tazzie (II), Leo, Peanut, Wiley, Cherry, Paris, Max, Caira Sue , Raven, Supai, Eva, Zoe, and Tehya. At first, a few continued to post within this site, but as time has moved on there are very few of us remaining who regularly contribute. I know that I often find it very difficult to read of the diagnosis, the setback, and the losses, but the Ampuversary celebrations will always generate smiles. Teyha and Holly share this “special day” with my memory of Cherry for both had their amputations on the same day as Cherry’s passing. Teyha’s story is very tragic because it lasted just slightly over two months, while we are anxiously awaiting Holly’s One Year Ampuversary announcement. Such is the emotional roller coaster one rides when staying part of this community.

Keeping up with a fifteen month old rescue that is going through puppy-hood now that she is in her “forever” home, and a fifteen week old Sheltie has definitely occupied my time and mind. However, I bought a Blue Ray player after Thanksgiving and have been moving both the short and full version of Cherry’s memorial to 1080p. Both look great – even through my tears. Now I only have to buy a Blue Ray burner to finish the project. This was the stimulus for this rather sentimental journey, but even more important to me is letting everyone know that our fallen warriors are NOT forgotten. We will just continue to build upon their experience base and pray that more of our members can experience the quality and longevity that has defined Nova, Trouble, Cemil, and our founder Jerry.

Today may designate the one year mark of the conclusion of Cherry’s journey, but it does not mark the conclusion of her impact upon my life. I know that I will shed many tears for her today, but I will also celebrate her life. The gifts that she gave me will live with me forever.

Spirit Cherry’s Dad