STUNNED TO HEAR THIS!!  I am sorry beyond words.  Sick and heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it We are crying with you tonight.

It's major surgery, and just like any surgery with humans too, there already. It is so very rare when something like this happen, it does. Every single one of us here all willing to take that risk for a chance to give our dogs and cats pain free life. This stupid piece of crap disease puts uis in situations where we have to make really hard choices. You made a decision out of love for your precious Darby. Without question, this is a decision that every single one of us here would have made. And as I said, even though  rare, sometimes these decisions take sickening turn and the worst case scenario happens. It could  be a sign of an underlying issue that was not obvious from all of the preliminary workout. It could mean that that piece of crap disease spread in ways that no one1 ever knew. It's possible that if Darby survived the operation, what could have been awaiting him during recovery would have been painful brutal if this disease progress further than anyone knew..

I know I'm rambling and not making any sense. There are no words that can be said right now to help alleviate the  pain you are going through.  I  can only say over and over again that you had to do everything possible to give Darby a chance at a pain free life. To not have done so would not have been fair to darby. Darby wanted this chance. I'm just so very very very sorry and I, like everyone here, would give anything 4 different result for you

I'm coming back, but I just wanted to reach out to you as quickly as I possibly could. Again, there is nothing we can do or say to make any of this any better. We can only tell you that we understand the depth of your love for Darby. because it takes a lot of courage and a lot of love to make the decisions that we have to make because of this piece of crap disease.

When you can, we want to hear more about your beautiful Darby, your heart dog. The memories you share can never be taken away from you and the love you and Darby had for each other will be eternal and can never be dimmed.  please stay connected with us. Please. We are your family and we understand like no others can.

Surrounding you with our love and our strength

Sally and My Chunky Spiritual Being Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle and

We all feel so helpless and so inadequate right now.  We can only stand by you right now and help hold you up as you crumble.   All of the "what ifs" will play over and over in yiur mind for awhile.   PLEASE know that there is NOTHING to second quess.  This piece of crap disease   makes up its own rules and does what it wants when it wants.   We can only do exactly what you did, do what it takes to try and beat this disease.

Darby, your dog will always be with you.  Look for his signs. 

With love

Sally and My Chunky Spiritual Being Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle and Frankie

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Please continue to stay with us, okay?  Please  You jave some seemiy unbearable days ahead...excruciating and devastating.  We understand.  The hope, the preparation, and now the void.  It hurts beyond words.

But we are goi g to help you through it...even though it seems impossible right now.  

Do you have a locture if Darby as a you gster?  Would love to see that.

Make noooo mistake abou seeing Darby's cloud.  It is NOT a fluke!   And the fact that Darby's heart cloud picture jumped out as me as I was trying some special way to honor your sweet boy...not a fluke.

We will continue to surround you with our love and our support and our strength

Sally and My Chunky Spiritual Being Happy Hannah and Merry Myrtle and Frankie