Thank you, all of you.  I am just living on rote, go to work, come home.  My life became completely gray with Titan's death.  I can see that many of you have gone through mulitple losses too, how do we do it? 

My kids are together, that is a comfort.  I will just breathe for now, just hold on to doing nothing but existing.  I'm so glad for Golly, she doesn't let me sit still for too long.  That's all I want to do though, just sit and remember.

Much love to you all, thanks for being my pillars, my friends who understand.

ELizabeth