Tracey, Good to hear from you! I have actually been away from here for a bit also. Several reasons being, I was actually away with no internet. Now, my stupid ipad will not let me post anymore. It takes forever, loses my post and puts all sorts of funny pictures on the site. I should probably see if admin can help with that. I have to use my desktop and I was used to doing most of my posting when I got in bed for the night. Aside from that, I had just not really had it in me to post much. So, I get it totally. I am getting right around the time that last year I started pushing hard to find out what was wrong with my dog. I want MY heart dog back. Daryl is my hubby's heart dog and I dread the day that he loses him. It hurts tremendously. I am glad you were getting help for your health issues, Bailey would want that. The donation, what a sweet gesture! Hang in there, take things a day at a time and you will get through this. Hugs from, Lori and TY