Sending the best of prayers out for Spencer and you.  Remember, you won't know anything until you know it, so put it aside if you can right now, for your own health and well being.  Sammy and I have experienced lots of lump scares.  I now have a couple of large ulcers and gastritis because of all the worries.  So I can say this, for your own best interest, try and focus on a positive update, give yourself a few minutes to worry, then put it aside.  You can't do anything about it at this moment, so send out all of your best thoughts and hopes and prayers, then go do something else for awhile, like a walk, or yoga.

It is imperative to manage you stress and worry better than I have before.  Now, I am trying to not hold it in, but do something better for myself instead of internalizing the stress. You should .ook at what is causing you fear and stress, then release it.  It is hard to do, but this ride isn't an easy one, so finding better ways to manage worry is very important for everyone.

Best wishes,

Elizabeth and Sammy

We will be sending you lots of pawsitive healing thoughts your way….just as everyone has said, focus on the good news you have (which sounds very good) and try not to worry about something that hasn't been confirmed yet, as hard as that is.  We all have had these fears and can totally understand.  We will keep our paws crossed that you continue to get good news on Spencer.

Kami, Angel Mackenzie