Shannon, I am so sorry to hear of Alexander's passing.

Sadly, we've lost too many of our kids, especially lately.  I fell in love with Alexander immediately…from your first posting with his photo. Such a handsome, graceful boy….so full of love.  Alexander's diagnosis was just a month after my Kona Kai's diagnosis (also osteosarcoma) So, I think I felt an added connection with you. Your boy lasted two months longer than my girl, but, it's never enough.

My heartfelt sorrow (and tears) go out to your huge loss of your special boy.

Big hugs,

I also understand completely (and felt the same way) when you said of knowing when he was gone, left his physical body, when he passed.

  Denise

Shannon,

Your feelings are normal (even though nothing seems normal right now.)  It sounds like his spirit left his body peacefully, and to be able to hold him is really special.  If you didn't feel some relief that your boy is no longer suffering….well, THAT would be the abnormal thing. So, don't feel bad about that at all.  My wish for you is that the happy memories will soon bring smiles instead of tears, and comfort you as you heal.

Lisa

 I am terribly sorry that Xanders time has come to say goodbye, you were wonderful pawrents to a very wonderful boy. My heartaches with you, I no how hard it is to say goodbye.

 I hope soon you will be able to remember all the years filled with with wonderful memories and find a sense of peace.

My thoughts are will you.

 Rest In Peace Xander

 Jo Ann & Tasha

I am so very sorry to hear of Xander's passing.  Even when we know it is coming we cling to the hope it may not.  It was easy to tell how much Xander was loved.  Who amongst us that has had to make the same decision could not be glad  that our dogs were no longer suffering?  

You didn't get enough time with Xander (is there enough time?) but my hope for you is that your many memories with Xander will warm your heart and give you the strength that you need in this difficult time.  

Debra & Angel Emily

I am so sorry for your loss. And echoing what others have said – feeling relief is a normal reaction. I have had to make the decision for 3 of my 5 pets in the past year and half – including Sophie – my Tripawd golden retriever. As you said, Xander told you it was his time – and they all do in their own way. Because we are so connected to them – we know, too.  With all of my pets, I held them tight, spooned them (my golden retrievers), and made sure that they knew that it was ok to go. That we'd be ok, too.

Sometimes I still feel one of my cats jumping on my bed, even though she's been gone for over a year now. I know she checks up on me. Sophie – I know she and her brother are busy playing at the Bridge. She's no doubt introduced him to all of her Tripawd angel friends. 

There are no words to ease the loss you're feeling now, but your memories of Xander will keep him forever in your hearts. Knowing that you let him go with grace and dignity will give you peace. Sending you my most sincere condolences. 

Tana and Angel Sophie (and her angel siblings)

I'm so sorry for your loss. Xander was a beautiful boy and although his time here was too short he was lucky to have been part of such a loving and compassionate family. Please except my most sincere condolences.