Tara,

I hope your heart is healing.

— Beth

It is such a small world, isn't it? U of I is where Sammy had his amputation and subsequent treatment. It seems that we were in Champaign every couple of weeks for months — and I bought an obscene amount of Illini wear. They were wonderful to us and Sammy participated in a clinical trial during which a nano-particle containing chemo was injected directly into the tumor.

Our son graduated U of I and loved it. Does your son like it and what is he studying? How did he happen to choose U of I?

I am so glad you are feeling a little better. It is a day-to-day process, isn't it? We, too, are able to smile more and cry less — but, as you say, the little things jump up to bite you. I heard an old Mamas and Papas song called "Dream a Little Dream of Me" and I broke down and bawled like a baby. All I had to hear was "Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you," and that was it. I will always remember how his golden coat gleamed in the sun. About three weeks before he died I shot some beautiful pictures in the sun that were some of his best.

Sosa is feeling better, although as I posted to some discussion forum (I forget which) he seems to be channeling Sammy, copying many of his behaviors. He is also seeking more attention that usual, which is fine with us since we could use lots of doggie hugs and kisses.

I now have a mental picture of a huge dog feast at the bridge and it makes me smile. Thanks for the vision, and have a great Christmas!

— Beth

I can see them all sporting their bright orange gear.  Maybe it is politically correct for them to wear an Illini headdress there!!

I am up for an Illini reunion although the monkeybutts wouldn't be able to handle a 20 car ride!  Shamus came from Paducah, KY but he flew home with my husband.  We are looking for another irish wolfhound breeder for a potential late spring litter and several we are considering are in the Midwest.  I am hoping I will be able to welcome another IW into my heart by then.  I just wish I could get a guarantee there will never be an OSA diagnosis, but I guess there are no definites!

Have a great Holiday,

Tara

We will be in Florida part of the winter, so April would be good. Also, we might have a new family member to show off if all goes well. I know we can never replace Sammy, but I also know there is room in our hearts for a fluffy golden puppy. Spring seems like a good idea. Tara, it would be fun have two new puppies to introduce. Charon, is it too soon for you to consider such a thing?

Charon and I will have to forgive the Cardinals thing, Tara, but you know what a rivalry that is in Central Illinois! I must admit, it is easier to be a Cardinals fan. If any team can drive one to drink, it is my Cubbies. Come to think of it, any excuse is a good one.

I finished wrapping presents today and I am starting to get a little more in the mood. It will be a different Christmas than we hoped, but we have wonderful family and a sweet "granddog" who deserve some Christmas cheer. I hope you guys enjoy both the holidays and happy memories of Fergus and Gayle.

Beth